A crazy week has been passed with intense workloads & no days off. Finally I found some actual “me time” for clarity by writing, with the twinkling lights by my window & the sounds of rain mixed with light piano from my Macbook and my own homemade coffee.
Such a long time I haven’t been using Grabbike to go home under the rain and that was definitely a good experience. Feeling the rain, feeling the city lights during the way home is indeed an effective treatment to let all pressures go… Today is not a relaxing Sunday but very remarkable. This morning, the most special Yoga session has been happened since I needed to stop working on it in order to check out urgent stuffs at work. My Yoga teacher did wait for me for another 20 minutes & later suggested us to stop this one here… He told me that he understood what I was facing to, with all of those stuffs, it’s time for me to easily get hurt, so we have should finished it today and he would like to buy a coffee for me, I was better to take care of myself & get thing done, just once step at a time… Such a blessing that I have met so many people in the world who, in an inexplicable way, have taught me best lessons by their patience.
I’ve myself been thinking luckily I’m a good learner & listener. One of the best lessons I’ve learnt so far is that things just take time to work out together with self improvement which is put in mind once more time today. Maybe we have been put under some life situations, just to get the lessons we should get… Some people might leave yet the lessons. The problems we got today might not be the problems tomorrow, problems are not actually problems, pains are not truly pains… Rushing means nothing sometimes. Delusion of the result have made us so heavy, also the external stuffs we’re unconsciously getting all the way… Things will happen at the right time, right person comes at the right time also. So what is right time?
In a few minutes that I could rest today, I was reading those highlight contents in the book:
“Listen to the silence underneath the sounds. Touch something, anything and feel and acknowledge its Being. Observe the rhythm of your breathing; feel the air flowing in and out, feel the life energy inside your body. Allow everything to be, within and without.
Allow the “isness” of all things. Move deeply into the Now. You’re leaving behind the deadening world of mental abstraction, of time. You are getting out of the insane mind that is draining you of life energy, just as it is slowly poisoning and destroying the Earth. You are awakening out of the dream of time into present.”
Eventually it’s the time when you’re ready to get the lessons, by meeting some people or facing the events. The Universe within yourself has been growing everyday and the colossal Universe outside manifests the lessons for you at the right time. The simple answer I get: right time is right Now. Spring is right Now. We do not have anything out of Now. Enjoy the Now, the everyday spring. Put down all delusions of psychological time, enjoy the journey, the grasses will grow by itself…